1-12 Rainy Day Women #12 & 35
Well…they do stone you when you are trying to be so good.
Laying in bed in the early morning hours of Sunday August 28th and listening to the relentless wind and rain of Hurricane Irene, I wondered when, not if, the power would be suspended and for how long we would have not communications with the outside world. It wasn’t long after that fitful and fearful sleep.
Eleven days later, I read emails again.
Yes, that’s right – eleven days without email.
Now some amongst you might consider this to be a blessing. Right here in this blog I have made disparaging assertions about the overpowering nature of Internet communication. Yet, without it, for so long – it’s like being cut-off from the world, from the pace of it, the thick of it.
Worst is, as a small business owner with big expectations of creating change in a fast-paced world of people who have limited capacity for not getting what they want, when they want it – being out of reach is a very bad feeling.
I began to feel that kind of detached and disoriented sensation you feel when walking into a dark room and struggling to find the switch. I felt the kind of rage you feel when you stand in line for too long for no good reason.
And I felt like a rainy day woman, just like Bob Dylan describes – being stoned when all you were doing was just trying to walk down the street. For that’s what email is to us this day, as ordinary as walking across the street.
My Internet company tries to confound things so much they even have two names – like they needed a disguise – Optimum AND Cablevision. Why have two names – you just spent more money on marketing instead of on me and millions like me who were out of touch, getting stoned for just being good.
Last night was the limit. On the twelfth day after we said good night to Hurricane Irene, Optimum/Cablevision calls me with a customer survey. I did not give good marks. When I could push “one” to talk to a customer service rep, it rang 53 times and no one answered…
I am up and running again, as they say. Write to me – I will write back…at least until the next time I get stoned for trying to be so good. Enjoy the music while you wait to be connected.
P.S. on Day 15 &16 – Trying to be good gets you nowhere – out again for 35 hours, on again for four, off again for five. Now it’s time to write a mea culpa to clients…
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